Monday, September 18, 2006

Still Breathing...

Many of you may have thought that I have fallen off the face of the earth...but the truth is, I'm still alive and kicking. About 3 weeks ago my hommie C left the city, and that was really hard. Here is a pic of us at the airport before all the tears began flowing...don't you like his hat? It's definitely really different without him here, and it was really hard at first...but I am doing much better now. I am a working woman now...no more school for this girl. It's been a nice change for me. It's REALLY hard to believe that I have only 4 more months left in this city. Of course there are things and more important than that, people, that I can't wait to see back in the states...but recently I'm realizing how incredibly difficult it is going to be to leave this place...these people that I have fallen in love with and can truly call my heart friends. I guess Father will help me to cross that bridge when I come to it, but the thing is that I know it's going to come up much quicker than I can imagine. I guess you really know you've truly given yourself to a place, to people when it really hurts to let go.

3 comments:

Susan said...

It will be hard to leave, but you will be given the strength necessary as you need it. Finish strong! Love ya!

Anonymous said...

I love to read your posts! I was talking about the city with a friend for a couple hours today and I thought alot about y'all. I'm so happy you updated!
Melissa Emerson

Anonymous said...

Luke 18:29-30...He REALLY has been faithful to give you "many times as much" for leaving your family here, hasn't He? He'll do the same when you leave your family in China. Love you, Sister!